MESS

we always mess up with each other head's.
we find it funny and irritating at times.

today,
i hurt you 'cause of this bad moods i have.
and it hurts me too..

we argue. we fight.
we ignore each other.

as i sat i the front seat of your car.
looking out of the window.
watching other people's car.
people outside. walking in the rain.

and you driving.
your eyes were looking straight ahead the road.
not giving me a glance.
your hands were on the steering wheel.
not holding my hands.
your mouth is shut.
and not talking to me.

you drop me off.
without looking at each other.
without hugging each other.
without kissing each other good bye.


you said "take care"
instead of "iloveyou"

and i said "thanks"
instead "iloveyou too"


this day.. was a mess for me.
:(